Geometry and Green Tea

I've never really noticed how hard it is for me to actually focus on things for more than a few minutes at a time. Mostly with my school work. I'm behind. Weeks behind, actually. Not only that but my grades are falling. I went from all A's to a mix of B's, C's and D's. It's pathetic, but true. I've simply lost interest and I hate it. This year has not been what I had hoped. I shouldn't be taking online classes for my senior year. I should be going to highschool with my friends and enjoying the last year I'll be able to be with them all. But, I guess God had different plans for me.

Anyway.

Wherever I sat—on the deck of a ship or at a street café in Paris or Bangkok—I would be sitting under the same glass bell jar, stewing in my own sour air - Sylvia Plath

So true. No matter what the circumstances, I feel trapped. Like there is no escaping the madness around me. Oh miss sylvia plath, how you so precisely speak to my soul.

Insane in the membrane.

Mmm, indeed...

- Evie